Bismillah,
every single things gonna be okay in my life,
its gonna be,
gonna be,
i will make sure that.
make sure seriously.
Dear ex,
truthfully it was very difficult to me to make a this decision,
to make a distance between us,
to make us far away,
its to hard.
Dear ex,
I am doing this because i love you,
I want you to be happy with your life,
I want you to make a smile with your days,
I want you to laugh every moment in a seconds,
Dear ex,
don't ever bother your self to think about me,
I'm choosing this,
So its means i am okay for it.
Okay for everything..
Its just a started for me to trough all of this,
but when i start to comfortable for all this,
I will okay.
I promise to you.
I know you will never believe what i wrote,
and what you read.
I know your said im lying.
oh yes!
im lying if i said im okay.
but its the way for me to faces everything.
that am i right?
Dear ex,
I need to said im okay even i don't.
i need to said im fine even i not.
i need to said give a space to me to life without you,
even i cant go through it.
but this is a life.
I must go through.
I will never get you back.
I will never had you back.
never, and never asyraf.
Only Allah know how i through it.
Only Allah know how down and die i am.
Only Allah know.
Its okay Asyraf,
But once i go through everything,
and i okay,
please never came again to makes me die again,
never asyraf.
I hate those felling right now.
i hate it so much.
i hate my self right now.
i hate. and bye.
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