Is he the man who always makes me smile, laugh and support me come to me?
I wonder if come,
I wonder if he did it,
I afraid that he came when my life was ruined away.
I never want know he knew this,
I never want he sad to looks at me.
Is it fair to him?
absolutely not, but i have low confident level to meet around us. For what i being saw them?
there just can said:
you are brave baby.
keep strong baby.
be patient baby.
all your suffered will be ends.
does they know how i trough it?
does they feel what i felt right now?
does they got the same experience?
does they?
the answer was DIDN'T right?
yes absolutely I right.
You just need to forget him, forget him, forget him.
but can you forget the people who makes you smile? can't you?
Dear Han,
if you comes tomorrow, i wish you forget about me. i wish you never remember me to come here. i have no strength to see you. to stand in front you. to make a smile that you always makes me.
it's all not because of you, it's all not because of you.
i being like this because off my self. cause i choose to patient, cause i choose to be waiting.
i knew you love me. but i can't force my hearts. I knew my hearts also wants you. but she really need the He that she wants. I knew you will sad when look me sad. that is why you never stop trying to make me laugh.
Dear Han,
if i can run up the times, i want the times being with you. i want to forget about him. i really wanted to do that. but i can't. if i have the power to fast forward to the time. i wish to go faster as i can, so i can move on without knowing him. just knowing you.
Dear Han,
Sabar itu memang Indah,
Marah itu mudah.
that is what you said. i knew it.
thanks for always remember me that.
thanks for always be beside me.
thanks for always drunk me crazy to move on.
But now!
i tired of everything.
tired to know about man.
tired to know everything about my life.
tired of all this thing Han.
I just want to pray to Allah.
ijust want to spend my time praised to Allah.
I just want to do all things to Allah.
Just Allah.
Just Rasulullah
Just Mom
Just Dad
Just Siblings
Just Family.
Just Country.
Just the ends here.